00:00you're in heaven or hell hopefully you know i always have scared of is if the afterlife is
00:04real shit if i'm in purgatory would you rather be would you rather be in purgatory or would you
00:08rather be a spirit stuck on earth isn't that the same thing is it that purgatory i thought purgatory
00:15was just like i know it was like a place is like a no man's place i think there's different
00:18interpretations but i always assume purgatory was like stuck on earth that's one form of purgatory
00:24what would be worse would be being stuck on earth as a ghost or like no one even knows your
00:29can't really enjoy anything or hell i'd probably be ghost because at least i think i'm alive
00:36listen to me i feel like that would drive me crazy versus you and you and some when i was
00:40younger
00:40i'd have this dream that i was in hell because my my grandma told me
00:46my grandma told me because i said what is hell like and she said what's your greatest fear
00:50and i said claustrophobia and clowns i was a child i was like i'm claustrophobic and i'm afraid of
00:55clowns she was like hell would be you're in like a black void and you would be stuck in a
01:00glass box
01:01and a clown would just be like crawling over it and then as a kid i'm like first off that
01:05gave me
01:05nightmares and i had like i think that's why i've had like my first panic attack but then after a
01:09while too i was like what i mean if you were there forever uh you know what really surprised me
01:13boredom yeah if that's what that was can you imagine me sitting like can you imagine just sitting
01:18in a glass box what if they mind wipe you though so every day it's like a new day they
01:25probably do
01:25that just to keep the insanity because after a while you just be like i don't know i'm probably
01:28trying to make friends with the clown dude can we just talk for 10 minutes last box there's a famous
01:33philosopher mathematician who believed in uh hell or he was a christian because of the one chance that
01:39god does exist and he punishes you if you don't believe him he's like i'm just gonna i'm just gonna
01:43be it's the safest bet yeah it's really the safest bet i know people do it out of the moral
01:48of it
01:49which whatever you cannot you believe in whatever god you want to believe i'm just saying it's the
01:53safest bet he's a mathematician he did the math he did the math and i just there's a slim chance
01:59but
01:59you know what i'm not
