00:00Very long time I used to hate my body for a very long period. I don't have photos from that period because I just hated looking at myself.
00:12I used to say that my body was like this and my body was like this and my body was like this. Why do we feel that we are so comfortable with the industry that we start talking like this?
00:30But a teacher came from the stage because she said she didn't look good.
00:38But this is bullying, isn't it?
00:40Exactly!
00:41So you must have got bullied in school.
00:43Yeah, it was very hard breaking for me.
00:45She told me that you are so young, how do you do this?
00:48I'm like, I'm 12 years old, why am I just a child?
00:51I'm just a child.
00:52Why would I think about it?
00:53But that's the same thing.
00:55I'm not a girl, I'm a girl, barely anything.
00:59In that sense, you are very soft.
01:01You don't want to play in the water.
01:03You don't want to play in the water.
01:04You don't want to play in the water.
01:05You don't want to play in the water.
01:06You don't want to play in the water.
01:07So constantly I feel like as a woman there is so much that you have to do.
01:10My mother, I remember, and again, that internalized misogyny that we have in our people.
01:15So my mother also said that, as I got to the 5th standard type, she was like,
01:19now you will wear a costume.
01:21And I was like, why?
01:23Why is that?
01:24I also want to wear jeans and jeans.
01:27You know, like...
01:29You know, like...
01:31You don't want to go out loud.
01:33I have to come to the first house.
01:35My brother, she saw so many beautiful things.
01:37There are bodies of water.
01:39They go swimming, boys.
01:41You know, you don't...
01:42As a girl, I feel so left out.
01:44I don't know anything about my own city.
01:47Because I have never done it.
01:49People ask me, we are going to eat where to eat.
01:51I don't know anything about my own.
01:53I don't know anything about my own.
01:54So, I feel like as a woman, I live so much in my heart.
01:58Intentionally, my parents have never done that.
02:01But it happens.
02:03Absolutely.
02:04So, the fight always continues.
02:06It continues.
02:07It continues.
02:08Sometimes I laugh.
02:09Sometimes I laugh.
02:10Sometimes I laugh.
02:11Sometimes I laugh.
02:12But...
02:13It's been so non-stop.
02:14Even in that chapter of Delhi, Delhi, Delhi, Delhi, Delhi, Delhi...
02:16That fight was so long.
02:18That I will do it myself.
02:19I will do it myself.
02:20I will do it myself.
02:21I will do it myself.
02:22But I have to go to myself.
02:24Sometimes I have to do it myself.
02:26I do it myself.
02:27But the thing is that I have to process the emotions sometimes.
02:31If I have a difference today, I have to affect me.
02:34Then I will stay in a day.
02:36I will watch a movie or eat something.
02:39And I will process it.
02:40So, I will give myself to myself and mind.
02:43It's okay.
02:44If you are feeling like this,
02:45you will not snap out instantly.
02:48Sometimes you have to let it sit with you.
02:50And it's okay to process it.
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