00:00It was incredible. It was brilliant.
00:13No, it was not bound to happen. And I don't know why he did what he did.
00:16Because no matter how much we used to fight, ultimately we used to argue.
00:20We both never used to take our fight, our enmity, our carry forward so seriously.
00:27Yes, I stopped talking in between because I think he was very manipulative.
00:32Whatever we used to say, he used to use it and present it in a manipulative way.
00:37But apart from that, we never had personal issues with each other.
00:41I don't know why he brought aggression in that task.
00:45Maybe he had some frustration of his own.
00:47Because if he was seeing that I was spoiling the task, then he could have even pushed.
00:52He could have just pushed or pushed.
00:54He didn't have to aggressively come on me and drag me through, push me, pin me down and give me a beating.
01:02So yes, it was painful and it was not expected at all.
01:12No, no, no, no. He is deliberately provoking. I have been a victim to it.
01:15And if you ask each and every person, he deliberately pokes.
01:19And deliberately, he manipulates their personal talks and throws them.
01:30I am a drama queen.
01:31So yeah, and my emotions have always been elaborate.
01:35Whether I show the emotion of love or passion or anger, I have always been like this.
01:41And this show is a reality show where we have not taken any responsibility to control our emotions.
01:48So this is a drama emotion.
01:50And I will show my drama in the reality show.
01:53So that was my game.
01:59I can't say unresolved.
02:00But this was my biggest mistake that I came to the Bigg Boss house and got stuck in relationships.
02:06Because Vivian gave a name to our sweet relationship that he is my brother-in-law.
02:11And I became a little obliged to him.
02:14And he played the game.
02:15So he used relationships in the matter of the game.
02:18And every time I was disappointed.
02:20But I am sure that after the game is over, he will at least fulfill the relationship.
02:31No, we both were disrespected.
02:33Because he disrespected me, I disrespected him.
02:35And because I felt disrespected, I deliberately disrespected him.
02:40And it was like, it's a game.
02:41I didn't come here to disrespect me.
02:45And I will sit quietly.
02:46No, we are contestants.
02:47So if you disrespect me, I disrespect you back.
02:56Yes, I think it's my strength.
02:57And so be it.
02:58I like to be unpredictable.
02:59I don't like to be predictable.
03:01Actually, a lot of things happened in that task.
03:05It didn't come suddenly.
03:06It came slowly.
03:08Because Vivian used to spend a lot of time with me and Afreen.
03:12And we had a very sweet moment.
03:15It was a very sweet relationship.
03:16After that, I slowly saw that Vivian switched and went to Avinash.
03:22Although Avinash was completely disrespected.
03:24He used to do this on food and many other things.
03:27And he used to tease me in the profession.
03:31He teased Afreen and me a lot.
03:32He teased me in the profession.
03:34He said personal things below the belt.
03:36So at that time, Isha and Alice, whom I considered my dear friend,
03:42used to laugh.
03:44So I remember those things a lot.
03:46And I remember that they used to laugh at me.
03:48They used to laugh at me.
03:49I used to consider them my dear friends.
03:51They used to laugh at me.
03:53So those things were irritating me a lot.
03:56To a point where I couldn't handle it.
03:58And I thought to myself, why should I handle my emotions here?
04:01If they are purposely doing things that trigger me,
04:04then I will purposely do things that trigger them.
04:06And then I just gave it to them.
04:14I don't believe in New Year's Resolution.
04:17A New Year's Resolution is a New Year's Resolution.
04:19I want to make a promise to myself that
04:23I don't want to get stuck in relationships and real life
04:28and put myself in the back seat.
04:30I have learnt this big lesson from Bigg Boss.
04:33And it applies in real life too.
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