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02:32Your boyfriend has left you, isn't it?
02:34Your life is ruined.
02:38I have been waiting for you to come here for a long time.
02:40I have been waiting for you to come here for a long time.
02:42But the one who is waiting for you, he won't come.
02:49No, he will come.
02:52Our passion is like that.
02:54But he will come after some days.
02:57I don't think he will come.
03:02Why are you saying this?
03:04And why do you follow me?
03:07Because I don't follow anyone.
03:10I come to this park as myself.
03:14I see people.
03:17I eat peanuts.
03:19I get fresh air.
03:21I eat peanuts.
03:25I come to this park every morning at 6 am.
03:28I eat peanuts.
03:30And at 6.30 am,
03:33I eat a cup of lemon.
03:35That is enough for me.
03:37Why do you eat peanuts for half an hour?
03:39I don't know.
03:41That day, many people told me,
03:44that you follow me.
03:47So, I eat peanuts.
03:48And I eat lemons.
03:50And then, I come for breakfast.
03:53People say, that I like to talk to you.
03:56So, I come for breakfast.
04:00I eat peanuts.
04:02I come for breakfast.
04:04And at 3 am,
04:06I eat peanuts.
04:18I come for breakfast.
04:20And at 3.30 am,
04:22I eat peanuts.
04:23And at 3.35 pm,
04:25I eat lemons.
04:27I eat peanuts.
04:29And at 3.30 pm,
04:31I eat lemons.
04:32And at 3.30 pm,
04:34I eat peanuts.
04:43Who are you?
04:45I know you.
04:46You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
04:54I really like the way you try to keep things in perspective.
05:00No one wants to keep things in perspective these days.
05:03Everyone leaves everything behind.
05:05Listen, the one you keep in mind all the time, he is trying to make you forget.
05:19He is trying to make you forget.
05:21So, keep in mind, that's what you have to forget.
05:24Then you will be able to forget.
05:26Keep in mind, keep in mind.
05:28Do you understand?
05:30Let's go.
05:35You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
05:41You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
05:45You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
05:49You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
05:52You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
05:55You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
05:58You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:01You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:03You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:33You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:36You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:39You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:41You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:43You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:45You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:47You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:49You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:51You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:53You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:55You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:56You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
06:58You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
07:00You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
07:02You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
07:04You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
07:06You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
07:08You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
07:10You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
07:12You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
07:14You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
07:16You don't have to wait for anything, you just have to live with it.
07:18When I was a kid, I had only one wish.
07:24I wanted to see my parents together all the time.
07:30I couldn't do it.
07:34I couldn't do it.
07:36I couldn't do it.
07:40I thought I would have to do something to make a living.
07:48But, life didn't understand my pain.
08:01Do you understand my pain?
08:04Do you understand my pain?
08:06If you want, you can forget all your problems, or you can give it to someone else, or you can keep it.
08:24Give it to me.
08:27I will give you all your problems.
08:32I will keep all your problems.
08:36And you will be happy with happiness.
08:46Can you do it?
08:50You will have the same life.
08:53You will laugh all the time.
08:58Even if you want, you can't do it.
09:04People will call you crazy.
09:13You will laugh all the time.
09:16You will laugh all the time.
09:25What happened? Come here.
09:40You are new to our community.
09:43You will understand everything gradually.
09:46You will do whatever I tell you to do.
09:50I know.
09:53You were good. You are not at fault.
09:56But the fault is of blood.
09:59Who will understand? The society?
10:02They will throw you far away.
10:04No one will understand.
10:06Various committees, assemblies, seminars will tell you to stay with us.
10:11But no one will stay with you till the end.
10:14Look at me.
10:17I was at fault.
10:20Now I can go to my family.
10:44You are not alone.
10:47You are not alone.
10:50You are not alone.
10:53You are not alone.
10:56You are not alone.
10:59You are not alone.
11:02You are not alone.
11:05You are not alone.
11:08You are not alone.
11:11You are not alone.
11:14You are not alone.
11:17You are not alone.
11:19You are not alone.
11:42You will understand everything gradually.
11:45You will do whatever I tell you to do.
11:47We will create a community like ours.
11:50Not for us.
11:52We don't need to listen to anyone.
12:02The heart is full of darkness.
12:12The world is full of darkness.
12:17In the middle of this darkness,
12:20there is a wave of darkness.
12:22That is my birth.
12:24Yes.
12:26I was born in darkness.
12:28Darkness is the source of my birth.
12:31That's why I don't hate the light.
12:34It's not a bad thing.
12:36I love the darkness.
12:38The end of my life.
12:42The source of my life.
12:44The end of my life.
12:45Hey!
12:47Why are you talking like this?
12:49Do I have to explain?
12:51In the middle of this darkness,
12:53there is a wave of darkness.
12:55In the middle of this darkness,
12:57there is a wave of darkness.
12:59That is my birth.
13:01The heart is full of darkness.
13:04That is my birth.
13:06I was born in darkness.
13:08Darkness is the source of my birth.
13:10That's why I don't hate the light.
13:12It's not a bad thing.
13:13In the middle of this darkness,
13:15there is a wave of darkness.
13:17That is my birth.
13:19The end of my life.
13:21I was born in darkness.
13:23That is my birth.
13:25In the middle of this darkness,
13:27there is a wave of darkness.
13:29That is my birth.
13:31That's why I don't hate the light.
13:33I was born in darkness.
13:35Darkness is the source of my birth.
13:37That is my birth.
13:39Hey!
13:41Don't forget that.
13:43There is attraction of love in it.
13:52There is no fish.
13:55There is no fish.
13:57There is no fish.
13:59I have promised you.
14:01You said that you will come home in the evening.
14:03I have promised you.
14:06Today is the last day.
14:08Today is the last day.
14:10You said that you will come home in the evening.
14:13You said that you will come home in the evening.
14:15I have promised you.
14:17I have promised you.
14:43I have promised you.
15:04Hello.
15:06If I am not mistaken.
15:09He is Meghla.
15:11Yes.
15:13Do you live in such a big house?
15:15Yes.
15:16No.
15:16Yes, I do.
15:17I live alone in this house.
15:19And there are many rooms in this house.
15:21So, you can also live here.
15:23What did you say?
15:25I was joking.
15:27Why would I want to live alone in such a big house?
15:29And my father has taken so much money to build such a big house for me.
15:33I was joking.
15:34Yes, I understood.
15:36Sanjay,
15:38Actually,
15:40I didn't get you.
15:43But,
15:45There are many rooms in this house.
15:48So, you can also live here.
15:51What did you say?
15:57Touch me.
16:00Wake me up.
16:03The flames of the fire will be extinguished.
16:06The fire will be extinguished.
16:11Touch me.
16:11Touch me and escape.
16:15Erase me.
16:16Die!
16:18Die!
16:20Please!
16:21Erase me!
16:22Die!
16:24Die!
16:25Die!
16:27Die!
16:29Die!
16:31Die!
16:33Die!
16:35Die!
16:37Die!
16:38The world will be a different place as you get closer to it.
16:42You will be satisfied with the food of your touch.
16:46The waterfall of your touch will become a river from the difficult mountain.
16:51You will have to sit on the river bank of love.
16:54And then, love will come in the embrace of a loveless person.
17:00From the roof of the concrete to the edge of this house.
17:04Touch me.
17:06There is a stream of life inside me.
17:10Touch me.
17:12I rise as a human from the earth.
17:20A few days ago, I brought Meghla.
17:22No.
17:24I brought her.
17:25Yes.
17:26I brought her, but she didn't listen to me.
17:28This is not fair, right?
17:30She won't listen to you.
17:33If you want, I can help you.
17:35If you want.
17:37You know, I have lots of friends, right?
17:41Oh!
17:42I thought you were a lover.
17:47Lover?
17:49No, no, no.
17:53In our human life,
17:55love, affection, affection,
17:59does it matter?
18:02Obviously not, right?
18:04No, no.
18:05Love, does it matter to you?
18:08No, no.
18:16You never talked about your love.
18:20I mean, what is there in love?
18:23How does it work?
18:27I don't know anything.
18:30I have a father in my family.
18:33I have two daughters-in-law.
18:36And I am here.
18:39No mother.
18:41When I was very young,
18:43my mother died.
18:47With all of them?
18:56Yes.
18:59Yes.
19:05Don't you ever go home?
19:10No, I don't go for a long time.
19:14I don't know the reason.
19:16I mean,
19:17if you want, you can share it with me.
19:19A boy doesn't go home like this.
19:22He stays somewhere.
19:26If you want, you can tell me.
19:28I will talk to you about it later.
19:30Not today.
19:31I will talk to you later.
19:34Do you have any friend?
19:36I mean,
19:37I see you all the time.
19:39Do you have any friend?
19:42I have a girl.
19:45Don't you like her?
19:47Except me.
19:49Don't you have any friend except me?
19:52I have.
19:53Where are they?
19:56I have a circle.
19:57All of us are in a house.
19:59In Adlai.
20:01I will introduce her to you one day.
20:05Okay.
20:07The day we all get together.
20:08Party.
20:10I don't like parties.
20:12I mean,
20:13I feel very uncomfortable when I go to a party.
20:17Crowd.
20:18I don't like it.
20:19It's not a party.
20:20I mean,
20:21we all get to know each other.
20:23I mean,
20:24I was talking to them about you.
20:26They also wanted to bring me one day.
20:29All of them gave me half a day.
20:32That's possible.
20:34When?
20:35We all sit together after sunset.
20:38Sunset.
20:40You see,
20:41I am a girl.
20:43And my parents don't like it when I come after sunset.
20:47I don't like it either.
20:49Maybe one day.
20:51I will manage.
20:53If I can't manage,
20:54will you love me a lot?
20:57No.
20:59Okay.
21:01I will manage for you one day.
21:03Okay?
21:11Mom, what are you doing?
21:13You can see.
21:14Are you covering Balish?
21:17I wanted to tell you something.
21:18What is it?
21:21I mean,
21:22do you know my friend's birthday?
21:24He invited me.
21:25A very close friend.
21:27Which friend?
21:28Koyel.
21:29A new friend, mom.
21:31He invited me for such a party.
21:33I couldn't say no.
21:34And I couldn't say no to everyone.
21:36I have so many friends.
21:37Okay, I got it.
21:38But when?
21:41It's a bit of a problem, mom.
21:44It's not a problem.
21:46It will start in the evening.
21:48You don't have any common sense.
21:50You don't know where you can go after evening, right?
21:53I know.
21:55The thing is,
21:56he invited me in such a way
21:57that I couldn't say no.
21:59Mom, I never go to a friend's birthday.
22:01I only go to a friend's birthday.
22:04You don't have to avoid it.
22:05Just say no directly.
22:08Mom, don't go.
22:09Please.
22:10I never go.
22:11Just let me go once.
22:12Please.
22:13Okay.
22:14I will tell dad.
22:16You are so stupid.
22:17There is nothing to be happy about.
22:18I haven't given him permission yet.
22:20I will tell him.
22:21You will tell him.
22:22Wait.
22:23I will just go.
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26:42What happened, mom?
26:55The way you look at me now,
27:02I wasn't like this before.
27:06I was very stubborn.
27:09I used to help people as much as I could.
27:13And I loved it.
27:18Helping people.
27:23What I used to do the most,
27:26was blood donation.
27:30I used to donate blood every month.
27:33While donating blood,
27:36I never thought that it would be a part of my life.
27:41I used to donate blood every month.
28:01What took you so long?
28:03What do you mean?
28:04I saw you on the street.
28:05And Tara is here too.
28:07You called me so many times.
28:08Is there a problem?
28:09Let's go.
28:10Where to?
28:11To donate blood.
28:12Blood?
28:13Am I a blood bank?
28:14Do I donate blood now?
28:15Do I have to do it all the time?
28:16No, no, no.
28:17Listen.
28:18A person can donate blood every month.
28:21You donated blood 2-3 months ago.
28:23If you donate blood now,
28:24you won't have a problem with your health.
28:25You won't have a problem.
28:27And if you don't donate blood, you'll die.
28:29No, I can't donate blood.
28:30It's not possible for me to donate blood.
28:32Listen.
28:34When I was a kid, my mom died.
28:37Do you know why?
28:40Because of blood.
28:44I had to find blood to kill her.
28:46But I couldn't find it.
28:50I don't know where it went.
28:52We can't leave this area.
28:54It's the people of this area.
28:57If Tara and I don't donate blood,
28:58people will die.
29:00I can't donate blood.
29:01It's not possible for me to donate blood.
29:04Listen.
29:10This is the last time.
29:12If you ever call me for blood,
29:15I won't be friends with you.
29:17Alright.
29:18Let's go.
29:39Hey, man.
29:40Why are you standing here?
29:41Go to the cashier.
29:42Go.
29:43Go there.
29:44Go there.
29:45Go.
29:46Why are you standing here?
29:47Go there.
29:48Go.
29:49Go.
29:50Go there.
29:51Go.
29:52Go to the cashier.
29:53Go.
30:10Go.
30:21I wanted to tell you something.
30:24But I didn't.
30:26Shame on you.
30:28You ruined my willingness.
30:32You tied me up.
30:34You ruined my honor.
30:36Everything!
30:39I can't leave this world for you.
30:43I can't leave this world for you.
30:46What will I do if people say something to me?
30:53I have two options.
30:56First, I will sell this fake Vita and start a new business.
31:03Second, I will leave this house.
31:07What will I do? Where will I go? How will I live?
31:11This is your business.
31:14If your mother had listened to you, she would have died.
31:22You have to go wherever you want.
31:28I don't want to see your face.
31:37I don't want to see your face.
31:41I don't want to see your face.
31:44I don't want to see your face.
31:47I don't want to see your face.
31:50I don't want to see your face.
31:53I don't want to see your face.
31:56I don't want to see your face.
31:59I don't want to see your face.
32:02I don't want to see your face.
32:06The day I found out about my HIV, I was in a lot of pain.
32:17I was so depressed.
32:23I used to fight with you and run away from your house.
32:27I used to cry all day.
32:32I used to feel so helpless.
32:38I used to think, why me?
32:44I loved you.
32:49But you didn't love me.
32:55At one point, I felt like I needed to fight back.
33:02I went to the doctor.
33:05I got my blood tested again.
33:10The doctor said, I am HIV positive.
33:20I am HIV positive.
33:23If I wasn't HIV positive, what would have happened to me?
33:35Can you please tell me?
33:39Yes.
33:42That day, you kept telling me, I love you.
34:01I love you.
34:04Not once, but many times.
34:12I couldn't sleep.
34:25I was looking at you.
34:30I used to think, how could a simple girl like you tell me about her love?
34:45How could I hurt her?
34:49I kept asking myself.
34:54I don't know what I did wrong.
35:24But I couldn't tell you how much I loved you.
35:31Because I didn't know, how much I loved you.
35:38I couldn't tell you how much I loved you.
35:45I couldn't tell you how much I loved you.
35:53Because I knew, no one would accept a person like me.
36:06I couldn't tell you.
36:09I still think, if I lived a few more days,
36:20if I didn't have this disease,
36:25my life wouldn't have been as colourful as it is now.
36:31I mean, do you feel, that I am incomplete?
36:50I am incomplete.
37:20I am incomplete.
37:25I am incomplete.
37:30I am incomplete.
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